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5/7/26: GUITAR TABS!!!!!!!!

IM SO HAPPY I JUST FOUND GUITAR TABS FOR A SONG IVE BEEN WANTING TO LEARN FOR SO LONG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAFGHJHBGFVJK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I lowk havent played in a while becuase I havent been very motivated, Mostly becuase im too lazy to take the time to tune my guitar for a song that idek if actually want to play or not :// But ALL IS WELL!!!! Ive been searching for this specific song for forever, The last time I looked for tabs I couldnt find any, but I checked again today and to my suprise I found some on songsterr !!!

The song is "Fail Hill Zone, Act 1" by Monomate, which has been a favorite of mine for a while now!

Now I just need to tune my guitar :,)

5/6/26: Art and stuff

Around last summer I bought myself a new drawing tablet with my birthday money. It took me a while to get into digital art, because its been hard to establish a set artstyle, but since then I've been alot more comfortable using a tablet. Recently, though, its been having some issues concerning the usb-c port

Its not horrible, just really inconvinient at times. Lately I've been having alot of drawing ideas, but I havent had the time(or motivation) to actually follow through with them, Lol.

(I'm going to draw a wizard shredding on the guitar)

5/1/26: Cats and Reptiles

While cats are signifigantly more expressive than bearded dragons, Ive noticed the two do share some similarities. They like climbing anything they can, they like chasing bugs around (exept one just plays with them and the other eats them lol), They like cuddles and being warm, and they also like crawling into tight spaces theyre not allowed in. It would be nice for them to be friends, but Juniper (my beardie) Has no interest in Sammy whatsoever, which makes sense.

On another note, My brother got a ball python recently.(Whose name Is Cookie) I'm not really that knowledgable in snakes, but I do admire them, I think theyre very cute. (Reptiles in general are just very cool because they remind me of dragons lol) Contrary to what most people would assume when thinking about snakes, ball pythons in particular are actually pretty shy. I feel like my mom views Cookies Shyness in a more "stay away from me ew" Kind of way, but I think of it more as a "Who are you, where am i, whats happening," kind of way. Like most reptiles, snakes are solitary animals. They don't even hang around other snakes in the wild, and after being relocated to an entire new environment, it makes sense for her to be scared. It doesnt make her evil.

I'm hoping that she'll adjust soon, reptiles tend to not eat when stressed, and they also get stressed when first being introduced to their new home. (poor babies) I can't wait to get to know her more once she does start to come out of her shell. (or her hide) They have different personalities, much like my Juniper. (who is very sweet) And I also just really like seeing them thrive.

Speaking of which, I really want to get my Juniper some of those circular roaches for her to eat. She really likes hunting, so I think it would be good for enrichment and exirsize and allat. I'm not even a fan of roaches, I think theyre gross, but They become less repulsing when I think of my Juniper :p

4/30/26: weird and super cool dream I had a couple of weeks ago

(This dream is like incredibly long so expect a novel b4 you read it lmao)

A while ago I had one of the coolest dreams. It was divided into seperate parts, I was able to continue it after being woken up and it kind of looped into itelf. I met alot of cool people and it had an interesting plot that I got to be apart of. I think what was most interesting was that my dream was self-aware. It remembered previous settings and characters, and at some point they even reconized that we were in a dream, too. we knew how to live in it

I was helping my mom tutor a bunch of kids outside. Instead of being in a classroom setting, the class was scattered outside in my grandparents yard? I was helping a kid with his math homework, and I saw that he had drawn a cry for help in his notebook with crayons. I was concerned, so I asked him about it, but he suddenly got very upset. Right then, I had a feeling that he didnt want me to see that.

When my mom came over to see what was up, and he went into an entire monologue about how he was betrayed and turned evil or something. I forgot what he actually said, but I remember his backstory was shown through crayon art, it looked very cool.

Then, somehow, I reached into the crayon art? Idk how, but I knew it was like a portal that would take me somewhere, and it did.

First, there was a short cutscene, where it showed a story of two girls who were imprisoned by something. One of them had wings, the other didnt. I forgot what happened but they had to be seperated to be free, and the one with wings had to give them up to someone else, because if she didnt, she would be killed for having them.

After that the dream changed, and I was working for a wealthy restauraunt owner. The restauraunt itself was floating in the sky. It was late, and there were alot of wealthy people eating there. I disliked working there because the manager overworked us like crazy, Some of the other employees were actually owned by him and couldnt leave.

I reconized a girl from there, but I didnt know how. Then a waiter walked past me, and I automatically knew he had the wings somehow. I knew he was hiding them, so I pulled on his shirt to grab his attention. I asked him if his wings hurt, and he seemed kind of nervous, but he said yes. Something seemed secretive about it, like something bad would happen if the manager found out. Then we went on break, and at the front of the building was a bunch of wilderness

I was out with the waiter guy and his supposed girlfriend, who was a janitor/maid. They were talking about how much they wanted to run away, to get away from it all, to be okay. I think I said something along the lines of: "why cant we? Lets leave right now, things could be so much better for us." The two then pretended to ignore me. They were more afraid of punishment. After that, my shift was over, and I was able leave. The other two were left behind, and as I was walking out, I noticed the girl I reconized from earlier, and I think she recognized me too.

Then I was at some party house. There was balloons everywhere, and the walls were magenta. I went by some stairs in the corner, where I saw a group of people talking, and that girl was amongst them. She signaled me to join them, and I did. They were talking about some evil virus that was hiding somewhere, and how in a short period of time, It would be revealed by infecting one person In the group. We had to find it, or at least find a way to get rid of it. I think there were like 2 other guys and another girl, who I'll call Girl2

When they were about to finish talking, The virus made itself known, by infecting the guy next to me. It made some sort of digital-rainfall sound effect(I have no idea how 2 describe it but it sounded kind of 8-bit) There was alot of green smoke, and when I looked back at him, his face was distorted. It was kind of melting, and he was smiling, I'd say He kind of looked like a blob fish. After that, we suddenly split into pairs, and me and girl 2 went up the stairs. Behind us, the infected guy started breathing loudly, and his I could hear his footsteps stomping behind us.

Once we made it upstairs, it was just a maze of restroom stalls scattered everywhere. The walls were shifting dark purple. Girl2 said we had to look for a stall with a signifigant amount of abnormalities, which would be hard since all of them had some. One stall had a glowing green potion in the toilet(lol) And another had 2 huge dragonflies hanging out in there, but it wasnt it. Eventually, we went into a birthday party stall, where Girl2 looked at me. She was about to say something, but The infected guy found us, and then I was woken up by my brother.

I told him to leave me alone and I fell back asleep(LMAO) As soon as I did, I was back in the dream, and it had rewinded itself back to when we were at the staircase. Girl2 said something like "thank god we just wake up instead of dying in the dream lol." Everyone was more confident after that since we knew who would be infected, then the guy next to me got infected again. Me and girl2 continued going up the stairs, and we were in some kind of liminal space?

It was freddy fazbears pizzeria, but in the cafeteria. All of the lights were off, I think it was closed. There was glitter and confetti everywhere, and in front of us was those arcade prize centers. It was filled with beanie babies and mlp plushies. Me and girl2 took out our phones to take pictures of it. I said "I wish I could keep some" To which she replied; "I hope these pictures are still on our phones when we wake up." And I agreed. After that, we heard Blob fish guy coming closer, so we hurried to get further away. Then we found the toilet maze agin, but this time was easier, and we quickly found a hall that led to more stalls. We came across a huge abnormality. It was a huge beetle, but its body was a bottle of fanta. I was like, "Is that it? I love fanta!!" And girl 2 said that this was the correct abnormality we had been searching for.

After that, we started to hear the blobfish guy getting closer, his breathing was super loud and creepy and so were his footsteps, so me and girl2 quickly got ahold of the fanta beetle, and then I woke up. I went right back to bed like 2 seconds later in order to resume the dream, and We were in the sky, on the outside of the restauraunt that I had previously worked at. I remembered where we were, and I told her I knew how I could get us some help. We started scaling the building, knocking on windows to see if we could get the attention of anyone inside. (preferably the employees)

The infected blobfish guy was still following us, I could start to hear his breathing in the distance, so I knew he was getting near. Then I found A door, and started banging on it. I called Girl2 over, and I told her we could get in that way if the waiter guy heard us.

Unfortunately, I woke up again before that could happen, and this time I couldnt go back to sleep :((

I still think about it sometimes. I have weird and cool dreams regularly, but none have compared to this one. It had such interesting visuals!! Sometimes I miss Girl2. Idk If she's real, but if she is, I hope she's doing well. I'd say the same goes for everyone else,even if I didnt get to talk to them as much.

4/28/2026: Live laugh love Nintendocore

I loovvee nintendocore!!! I wish it was a more "mainstream" genre, so I could find more guitar tabs for it!1 Yesterday I found tabs for a song by Dinotrax, which is a band that I really like. The community around it is kind of small, but its still really nice to see a handful of comments on random old youtube videos and whatnot.

The genre itself can be very diverse I think. I like listening to metal, which is implemented alot in nintendocore, but its also really nice to listen to the instrumentals.(which usually dont have any metal) I find alot of them to be kind of calming and fun. I think its really funny that the genre has two very different sides of the same coin.

ive also noticed that its been having some sort of revival lately. Most early Nintendocore bands started in the late 2000s. Theres been alot of other bands that picked up the genre in the 2010s, but recently ive been seeing alot of newer bands from this decade, which I think is really cool!

One thing that alot of older bands did was reference nintendo aloott, which makes sense, since its in the name. The main reason why the genre was even named that was because people combined nintendo-inspired chiptune melodies with metal, and apparantly most bands used actual modified consoles for it!! which is like super cool

The thing is, newer bands dont really reference nintendo as much as the older bands. Earlier artists would reference games like Super mario, Pokemon, stuff like that. Alot of newer bands just reference their favorite games in general, alot of wich arent even nintendo. Eatthefuckingsnow, for example, is a band that reference Undertale alot. They also released a new single lately as of 2026, which is really good!!

Ive also seen other bands reference games like minecraft and even Roblox!!(cough cough USB Type C)

Message from my cat:

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-sammy

4/27/26: unemploye

I turned in a job application the other day to a local supply shop. I'm kind of nervous, but I do hope I get the job. Initially I wanted to start working at 14 or 15, but I wasn't able to since I had started moving houses then. (which took forever)

I'm 16 now, and I feel kind of dissapointed in myself for not having a job. I know its not that serious, since I'm still young, its normal for most people to get a job when theyre 16 anyways.

I know I'm probably overthinking it, but I just I feel kind of incompetent without one. I dont like being dependent on other people, I want to prove to myself that I can be responsible on my own!!

And also because I want to afford my hobbies and whatnot. Money makes the world go round, which sucks, and I think its entirely stupid. I know people say money can't buy happiness, which I guess can be true for some cases. But it feels almost foolish to narrow it down like that, when its been turned into something thats so essential to cover basic human needs.

When I do start earning some money, I'll probably buy stuff for my bearded dragon. I like seeing her happy. I would also really like to go thrifting more often, because I think thrift stores are amazing. Its nice for getting affordable clothes and all, but I never hear people talk about the cool trinkets they have there !! Which is even better

4/26/26: Nintendo Ds skinning

I've been so locked in when it comes to adding images in html that when I zoned out before adding a divider(its like 3 am ok_) My muscle memory kicked in and added it for me before I could finish blinking??

Anyways, Ive been watching people reshell their nintendo ds, and Ive been wanting to try it. I would really like to switch out my ds shell for one of those clear ones, so you can see everything inside!!

My only concerns: Ive never reshelled any handheld ever in my life, and reshelling seems to be alot more popular/accsesible when it comes to the dslite, which is cool n all.

Unfortunately for me I have a dsi, which I still love, but theres less cool colors when it comes to clear shells. And its just alot more inconvinient finding reshells becuase most results just show up for the dslite (bc its so goated lmao)

Its probably for the better ig? Since I have no expirience when it comes to that stuff. But I still want to try!! It seems tedious, which I dont mind. I feel like its one of those things where the end result is worth the time it takes and whatnot

ALso my kitten is cuddling as I write this

Lol

4/22/26

I almost forgot how cool the nintedo ds was. I got really obssesed with them in 7th grade for whatever reason, and im realizing that my interest in the nintendo ds is still very there lol.

Mostly via ds modding and customization, I modded my own dsi a while ago, and its been great. I think once I get a job I'll probably get myself a 3ds and an sd card for it too, since they have the most versatility when it comes to modding them.

I'll probably include a page for resources like Dsi Guide, and places I got my games and themes from !!

4/1/26 (again lol)

another thing kindof related to this site, ive been getting really into nintendocore lately!!! Its like a subgenre that takes Metalcore/metal/hardcore and adds chiptune to it, and it sounds super cool to me.

Some of the instrumentals ive added around my site are from some nintendocore related/similar bands!!

I definitely wanna talk about it more on here, Ive been planning to add a page about my music taste on here a little while after I first added my about me page.

at the moment, my favorite band is Dinotrax, so if youre already open to listening 2 metal and anything similar, I reccomend checking them out!! :PP

4/1/26: Searching for a world that doesnt exist

Why is time moving so quickly!!!!!????????

I didnt realize it was already april lol. anyways, GO WATCH DESTROYINGA WORLD THAT DOESNT EXIST ON YT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Only if youve seen the first video though!!(sfawdte) Im not going 2 talk abt any spoilers on here aside from the fact that it was peak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I meant to post this like right after it came out but its only been like 2 days so it doesnt rlly matter lol

3/8/28: AUUGHGHGSJHAJAKGK

A while ago my phone broke, and since then I had to get a new phone.

During the process I ended up losing my Project Sekai Account, which sucks so bad because It was one of my most favorite games. Since then Ive been trying to get it back, Because I made SO MUCH progress on there..

Like I have so many 4 star cards, and I had a full combo on Brain Fluid Explosion Girl, which was really hard!!!!!! I'm mostly concerned about my cards though, and also for the fact that if I dont get my account back its going to be really annoying trying to catch up on all of the stories I read all over again, INcluding the ones I havent been able to read.

Overall I'm just mourning my account and Im hoping and praying to God that I WILL get it back!!!!!!!!! I submitted like 2 forms but idk if the first one submitted properly?? Honestly I have very little faith that my god given glorious account will ever return to me but i will hope..

3/7/26: kitty

I got a kitten recently and for whatever reason he thinks its so funny to launch himself at my feet full force :/

Thats kindof it idrk what else to add, I just felt like adding something here

I still love him tho hes very cute. He also looks alot like dayan the cat, I think.

2/23/26

As of recently ive been getting alot more into html. When I first started getting back into learning, I felt kindof indifferent abt taking the time to learn it bc I had no idea what I was doing, lol.

I still dont, but I feel like i'm starting to get the hang of it.

A few days ago I started getting really motivated about adding more things 2 my website, which i'm still exited about!!

I intend on adding a page for my bearded dragon so I can showcase cute pictures of her, a page where I can share my music taste, a bunch of shrines for some of my favorite interests, and I also plan on rennovating my 'about me' page since I feel like it could be alot cooler :D

2/13/26: Life.. is Roblox..

Making friends on roblox is so fun. I think its so funny that all it takes is a reciprocated "/e dance" while hiding from durr as he walks right past you. its all just so unserious, lol

2/10/26

I love when people give nice comments abt my art, it makes me so feel so jolly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like earlier I was going through magma, which I primarily use to draw. A few weeks ago I posted some of my art on there after finding out you could even do that, and since then I havent checked on it up until now.

I didnt expect to see anything, and I saw that someone had commented something along the lines of "Your art it so peak" And I genuinely started giggling and kicking my feet LMAO.

So now im probably going to start publishing my art on there more often :>>> ( If i dont forget that is)

2/7/26

Idrk if this counts as a mini blog, I thought it would be cool to put here, since ive seen people have blogs on their websites. At the same time, im not really one to blog so idek. Theres a chance I might repurpose this area in the future in case I find anything cooler to put here lol